Nightfuckingmares.

... even though I know I am better but I just cannot get enough of the highs and when they come I am way too high on energy and life that I would rather run in place and dance and laugh and sing for hours instead of sitting down on my stupid ass and write and then it's over and I get too long periods of stupid lows and all I can do is blankly stare ...

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